remember when i wrote poems?
i miss writing poems.
i am making a writing-portfolio website for my
very silly computer science: introductions to computers class
instead of writing
a paper on polyculturalism.

nanowrimo starts tomorrow
and i'm getting a little anxious.

o, well.

st as

I miss my snoopy hat
and I miss wearing my red coat with the hood up
and I miss having the ocean within smelling distance.
I miss the cafe where I studied
and lentil soup and frozen pizza and beer
and Indian food.
I miss Fran's apartment and
Fran.
I miss my double bed and I miss
smoking in my bathroom.
I miss the bus ride and Edinburgh
and Cadbury's chocolate.

guilty gratification

when you see pictures of your ex and he's gotten a little fat and you can finally acknowledge how ridiculous his skinny jeans look.

Dear Portia,

Come on. Get your shit together.
Can you try to be a functioning human being around other people?

Being alone all the time is not an option.

Love,
p